So today has been a rough day for me.

I wanted to fix up my phone because it's not working as a cellphone anymore. It's microphone and speaker isn't working, so I don't have music to listen to all the time and the MAIN function of a phone is for calls. Ergo, I can't answer any calls. Plus, it's front cam isn't working, so no selfies for me! It definitely sucks.

I went to some place where they fix up phones, but they won't accept it because they can't. I asked around a lot but they ALL can't. Nakakapanlumo.

But before that, I wanted a summer job. So that I can earn money in this stupid vacation, right? I passed out some resumes in the internet and I got texted for an interview. They only accept part time workers, and I only want a summer job, so it doesn't work for them.

Before I went, my mother was very unsure of it. Like she doesn't trust me. I KNOW BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T TRUST ME AT ALL. She thinks that I don't have game in these things. I earn money but I don't tell them, I don't always tell her these things because I know that even when the situation is positive, she thinks of something that turns it to negative.. and I hate it so much.

It's like they want me to get out of my ass and do something, but the minute I do, they pull back. They want me to be cooped up in this place when I want to explore.

I told her about what happened in the interview and she offered me a job as her laundry girl. AS A LAUNDRY GIRL. Last summer I asked her that, but she literally was mad because other kids do their laundry without charge and I want to be paid for it.

I'm driven by the though of being accepted in the jobs because it's like a big WHAT to all the people that doubted me.